So, right now I'm just hanging out with Joel (Limpic) in his office at the church. This morning we met for coffee at CoffeeSlingers at 10am.

So, as of right now, it is probably my favorite coffee place in OKC. We met there and talked for about an hour and a half then I sat there and read for about another hour and a half.
I just finished the book The Road by Cormac McCarthy. The book has moved me more than I have been moved in a long time. The writing is incredible and the issues dealt with are phenomenal. Reading it the other day I felt totally inspired by it and by some Biblical passages I have been focusing on Matthew 6:25-34
"There I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap now gather into barns, and yet our heavenly Father feeds them. Are you now of more value than they? And which of you by being anxious can add add a single hour to his span of life? And why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? Therefore do not be anxious, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble."
Exegetically, I understand that Christ here is talking about the necessities of life and how our God will provide those things to us; however, I believe (I hope that I'm not doing this isogetically or heretically) that God provides things that we need in whatever way we need them (necessary or "superfluous.") To clarify, I do not necessarily think that I "needed" this internship. I certainly wanted it and know that I'm going to grow from it and will benefit so much from it, but as far as the necessities of clothing/food/shelter go, it is not on the list. But, I feel that God has been pushing me in the direction. I had been so worried about a place to stay and a job and have just been constantly in prayer (well trying to be constantly in prayer) about these things. I have also not been awesome at trusting God; however, for some reason or another by his goodness He has given me a great place to live for next to nothing, an internship that is actually paying me, and probably a job. Our God is so good.
Anyways, saying all of this, my original point was I started writing a song the other day based upon a response to The Road and to this passage in Matthew's gospel. It deals with past and current struggles and how God is a redeeming God. Yeah.
Love you all.

